I have decided to finally pen it down! Me, myself and I. Welcome to the world of There Is No Alternative aka TINA. Share my ups n downs, triumphs n losses.. Walk through life's myriads pathways with me and celebrate the biggest gift in the universe - life.
English Version: Growing up in an Arab country, we didn’t really have much relatives around and so it was just friends, siblings and parents that you talked to frequently. My dad and mum were complete opposites. Mom was the soft, sweet one while dad was rough and even harsh. I rarely found anything similar between the two except maybe Malayalam and our heritage. I don’t usually think back to my early days, probably because it was painful. Dad wasn’t exactly the kind of person I wanted in my life. Over time I resented him for all the pain his hot-temper caused me. I even authored my first book as Tina J, all from the resentment. In looked at other dads and thought – wish my dad was like that. Dad was never easy on us and even made things difficult. In fact, he would often add fuel to the fire. We ended up turning to mom for comfort. I never could understand why other people liked him so much…. I mean he’s terrible to us, why are you all so fond of him? To me he was rough, rude and...
Dejected they came Inspired they left It was all part of the 7-day camp. 7 days of tolerance 7 days of hard work 7 days of camaraderie 7 days of grueling routine. There were seniors and juniors But at camp they were simply volunteers. Visitors and food galore But what endured in those 77 hearts Was the simple joy of sheer friendship.
I never understood what unconditional love was Until she appeared in my life. I never thought she would love me, the black sheep But she was constantly with me. When my heart broke and I lay crying in bed She alone understood and sat silently by my side. When she realized I would be going to work in the mornings Her eyes alone showed how she hated being separated. When I returned by evening Her joy knew no bounds. When I returned from a week-long conference trip to Nepal I had to get her injected: she was sick from her sorrow of separation. And finally when a horrible tenant made a threat on your life Forcing us to keep you safe, away from us I felt your pain… I hated it & missed you terribly too. Yet even then, when I came to speak to you today You were more interested in me then my gift for you. I doubt I have a truer love than you My dearest canine being Achu Because you taught me the meaning of unconditional love.
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