Finding the Elusive

I believed the ever-elusive happiness would find me when I would receive the mum-in-law’s love, a love that would desperately replace the searing ache I felt when I heard the words Mother’s love. I hoped to finally be cherished you see by someone who would see more than just faults and defects and a table to unburden load upon. I hoped they would see my warmth and recognize the depths of my passion and proudly highlight my achievements instead of disapproving glances. And when this didn’t happen I lost all hope. And that’s when While wallowing in my misery with the force of a butterfly wing you nudged me and then encased me in the whirwind of your love, my beloved, my paramour, my all – my divine. It was you I had wanted and needed all those years ago and still do. My mine.